Introspection...

Is there a place??

2009-07-18T17:35:00.005+05:30

How does it feel when you hit the rock bottom??

How does it feel when the person whom you once trusted ,backs out?

How does it feel when all you get is rejects from places once you dreamed to get in??

When you are left with no courage to get up irrespective of repeated pressure from your peers?

With wounded heart & heels can you even stand,leave aside walking?

when they constantly ask you to move on for betterment & you have given up all hopes,how would you feel?

Can it get worse than this?

Why do I take so long to move on??

Was I really ready for it??Probably not

1 such day in past ,when I felt like ending up everything..10th July,2009

To go to a place from where I can never come back,where no memory haunts,where noone is there...

is there such a place?

yes,it is death..

Nothing lasts forever

2007-12-30T11:32:00.000+05:30

I tried to hide my pains
But all my efforts went in vain
I tried to hide my tears
But with those eyes world seemed clear
The face w/c once had smiles
Is now left with line of water in eyes
Today I lie alone at midnight
With noone to lend a shoulder to cry

But how does that matter to anyone
Coz in ur hard times u find no one
I luk back once & see
The memories is all i see
The past w/c brings tears
& future brings fears
I have never seen those phases
Never encountered those fake faces
Those masks will b unveiled
True faces will b revealed

For once i wish to quit ,quit my relations & my life.
Dont know,in this brutual world,how ll i survive
When will this phase end
The path seems all bend
But they say never say never
Nothing lasts forever...

Longing for light

2007-12-28T10:19:00.000+05:30

As I got pushed into darkness of desolation
All surrounded with blanket of isolation
As I fell down 4m heights of contentment
Shadowed with doldrums of temperament
As those endless tears streamed down
I found solitude all around

In those times of hardship when noone cared
Abandoned me in despair
Noone lend an ear to my woes
All friends turned into foes

No hopes,no desires....
All surrounded by fake worldly attires
I had seen various seasons
As aptly said"everything happens for a reason"

Suddenly realisation dawned
To face pain with strength
To come out of slumber of ignorance
To keep this belief alive
That every darkness is followed by light
After the winter comes the spring
To show divinely planned renewal in everything

Let these moments pause

2007-12-18T15:45:00.000+05:30

Every morning when I wake
I see sun awake
The beam of sunlight
W/c touches our lives
The deep blue skies
The clouds of white
The greenery of trees
The dawn on seas
The humming honey bees

The beauty of roses
Amidst all this, life takin diff poses
The melancholy of the bird
W/c makes me go nerd
The dew on the grass
Blue water w/c shines like a crystal glass

I see the farmer on farmland
Reaping the harvest, with plough in his hand
The birds flying high
Depicting freedom & joy
The peace & tranquility
The ambience of serenity
Shining & smiling sun
The children having fun
Cool breeze on run
Let these moments pause
Let my silence speak off

The beautiful bright day
Followed by sweet nights away
The star lit sky
The moon shining high
The butterfly on flowers
The first rain showers
Those dazzling rains
W/c take away those pains
I hope those colours of rainbow
Cherishes life with a glow........

A Voice...

2007-12-10T16:48:00.000+05:30

I heard someone calling me at midnight
I woke up & switched on the light
And there came a voice
Which was so gentle & wise
It told me to "listen to me at ease"
But I said "I am too busy" pls
It seems I have lost my mental stability & peace

It whispered to me "I am the one whom u r looking for"
I stay deep within the core of your heart
I rubbed my eyes to see,clearly ,who it was
But to my surprise i saw no one across
It called me once,it called me twice
I cant 4get that soft,gentle voice

Again,it asked me....Are u happy??
I frown 4m outside & I no longer enjoy
I usually cry
And these tears never dry
Y have situations made me weak
It seems my way is all bleak

It said "in those difficult times when u r at dismay
U will always find me bringing sunshine out the hay"
But that night I kept wondering,with my eyes open wide
As I lie on my bed turning side

Life.....

2007-11-19T11:34:00.000+05:30

Life has turned its way
It seems smile is miles away
Though happy i may seem
But 4m within tears stream

All things w/c were near
No longer hold dear
While i was at zenith every1 was there to surround
But while i was falling there was no1 around

Every1 is life's part
And yet seems so much apart
It seems everything is on my way
But b4 i reach it takes turns away
Y has life turned that way
Y doesnt it go as per my say........

WHY DO I LIVE

2007-09-29T15:47:00.000+05:30

A ques which keeps coming to my mind
And the answer to which i m yet to find

In my solitude i find again
Surrounded by questions & answers yet to gain
Who m i? Where will i go? Why m i living?
Why do these questions keep coming

May be to bring my smile alive
Even though just for a while
To enjoy every moment of life
This is what is meaning of life

I live to listen to silence of breeze
I live to hear the noise of seas
I live to observe the beauty of sunrise
I live to keep my hopes alive
I live to hear birds singing again
I live to see peacock dancing in rain
I live to see blossom of bud
I live to feel the fragrance of wet mud
I live to see the laugh of a new born child
Which makes the mother go wild
I live to see the nature alive
This is what is essence of life

A Conversation

2007-09-26T12:14:00.000+05:30

It is a conversation b/w a saint(Indian),a gentle lady(foreigner) & a gentleman(foreigner) in some foreign country
The lady n man were walking together ,when lady suddenly watches this saint who is walking next to him.

Lady says to man:You are so perfectly dressed ,but just have a look at the clothes w/c this saint is wearing.... I would never wish to walk with him...

Gentleman says: Laughs aloud n says this is not your home country where uyou can wear whatever you wish to

Saint replies:Gentlelady,in your country you may judge a person by the clothes he wears but in our country we judge a person by the culture he possesses....